Long time, no blogging!

I cannot begin to explain why I haven't contributed to my blog, but I will confess that I actually forgot about it! I know there are not coincidences in my life, so I will attribute the rediscovery of this blog to Almighty God! The majority of the time away from this forum has been spent on Facebook, folks, yes, Facebook! I consider it my ministry for now. I have been told and prophesied to that I will be ministering to many, many people; " hundreds, no thousands!" as it was told to me by one young lady at a recent Todd White Power and Love Conference I attended. For a few years now, I have been of the mindset that I was too old to start a ministry, I told myself that I missed out on my calling, really! I even convinced myself that where I am now is where I will be when Jesus comes, and to hang on in there with that! But I know better, so I am willing to do better! My physical limitations have been wearing on my spirit bit by bit, unbeknownst to me! I thought that I was in a better place in God than I really was. I thought that I was totally honest with God and myself, but I was and am not. Just typing these words is revealing more truth about me than I have allowed myself to believe. So I guess it's time to commit more of my time to this blog. Time to move ahead in life and in the Lord by way of words on paper. I have spent my  time laying in bed blocking thoughts, giving in to weaknesses and avoiding facing circumstances that made me uncomfortable. No more! No more! Praise the Lord for opening up the curtains that I have hung up on my soul! Praise the Lord for revealing to me the deep, deep, recessed pockets that I have filled with lies from the devil over the past few years! I believe that the Lord is awakening me and getting me prepared for greater things! In fact, that is now a declaration of mine!  So, I am not sure where this blog-blabbing is going to take me, but I am going to take this journey anyhow! Be blessed of the Lord and seek Him while He may be found, is my prayer for you today.

The roadblocks are many, giving up is not an option!

        I pine for my 2 year old grandson whose whereabouts are unknown at this time. I correct myself, unknown to me, but not unknown to God. Right now, I place him in the best of hands.....God's Hands. Because he is not with someone who has his best welfare at heart. I know that the outcome will be victorious and I pray that the person who has my grandson searches deep in his heart and sees God standing before him with his arms open wide. Anthonee. you will be returned to me in Jesus'Name!

       I had my house (residence) inspected today and knowing all of the things that are wrong with it has given me great peace because I can now develop a restoration plan. The same goes for my earthly house. I have given myself over to Jesus for a detailed inspection and because His restoration plan for me was developed over 2,000 years ago, I am at great peace about that too! Hallelujah!

        I miss my Baby Gurl Christal. She is incarcerated at Lockhart Correctional

Facility. I am believing with my whole heart that she will be released earlier than her projected date of May 27, 2014.  She need to be with her baby boy Anthonee because he really really need to be with his Mommy right about now! She has reconnected with God and for that I am truly grateful. I would rather be in prison with Jesus than on the outside without Him!

Gotta drag the whole family to Gatesville earlier than necessary.

I was told by +Chris Hill  that CTC financial aid office closes at 11 a.m. on Fridays. I wanted to get there before it closed but that won't be possible. It so happens when we are dealing with other folks, ( namely my oldest daughter, +Nachelle Bell , who promised to get to my house in a timely manner), we give up the control over taking care of the business at hand. So??? Now what!? I guess I will stay over till Monday! Yes! that sounds like a viable plan. I must talk face to face with that lady (+Chris doesn't remember her name)  at the Central Texas College financial aid office. When I resolve the situation, I will blog all about it! Just know this, customer service is a dying art and financial aid employees need to keep  up with the latest laws and regulations and requirements! (My opinion , my experience)

It may seem like I am complaining, to the contrary, I am overjoyed. I am still in the loop! My kids (all grown) still need me in their lives! Whether visiting them in jail, them causing you to be late more than once (Nachelle), or keeping you on pins and needles about their academic progress (Chris).  Yes, they may get on my nerves,  disappoint me, deceive me,  estrange me, hurt me, etc I still claim that As for me and my family, we shall serve the Lord. That has been my favorite verse and claim for several years and it is my most tested and elusive claim of all!

Believe you me, I am going to backtrack about my journey, this erratic, static, and God steered journey (I have to keep telling myself it is God) in the very near future. I am just teaching myself to blog and it is getting easier. Well gotta wake up snoring Anthonee right about now! We all must keep the faith. Be blessed!

Putting one foot in front of the other day by day. Why I am starting my first blog experience with a cliche, I'll never know! Okay, here goes:

I couldn't sleep because grand-baby Anthonee sucked up all of the space on my Queen sized bed. Lol! He is such a wild sleeper! He has kicked me my side for the last time this a.m. Now he is snoring quite loudly,  I venture to add. Another reason why I am up starting this blog is because my youngest son +Chris Hill called me from his dorm. He is currently attending @Central Texas College in Killeen . I have not heard from him in several days, which began to worry and anger me. In addition, I had lots of good news to tell him.  so I could in no way be angry just because he called me in the middle of the night! "I ain't mad atcha +Chris Hill.!"  His sister Christal is being transferred from Plano State Jail to Gatesville State Prison, cutting down travel time to visit her to 2 hours vice 4! I am so happy! Hallelujah, thank you, Jesus! Oh well. back to bed for me, I'll just move baby over, because he is too heavy for me and I am in too much hip and joint pain to try to carry him to his room. Have a blessed day all!